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As the moon retreats to darkness once more no feeling flows through the dark heart of the silent shadow that has become me. No reason to come out of them for what is hell without pain and misery. It would be a nothing for me. The new cycle and the new moon that will arrive is the one true turning for my Dark hell, no fires are bright enough to take from me my dark pleasures. I wish to dwell in the shadows for eternity and be the thing of nightmares and horror storie. But this will end when the moon brings her light once more and my fires will once more light and a new true devil will rise not hiding and fearing retribution, but the true dark energy that most fear and others do not know of. No more will the thought of others influence me to be what i am not. A thought from my mind...

As I run through the darkness of night powerful strides under me pounding the dark cold earth I am in the dead of night. Through a dark forest with no moon and a haze keeping out the stars. My dark fur blowing from me slicing through the midnight air. Teeeth as bright as silver eyes as green as orbs of florescent emeralds! Running not from the past but to a future unknown.No pack to call my own no brothers or sisters to comfort me in my hunts and desires.I am powerful in my strides my hunger unmatched my power denied I am the night stalker of old the terror of the night now of on a mission to find myself in the cold lonely world i stride harder and faster as I see another in the night. My sense so keen i am gaining on the other. My mind is a ball of images strung up from hate and death the death of the being i am gaining on is bringing my heart to a boiling point. I smell the fear I can taste it in my mouth! The creature is terrified and I am almost upon it, As i leap from a powerful full stride and in the death of silence a scream as no other rises and in the grasp of my power the other is dead. With bloody teeth i let out a piercing howl and the killer wolf is on the loose again!

As the black knight sits in the dark beaten and bruised he is alone in his journey. They come from all directios and dont understand the whole picture. How life can take so long to develope in this age. You fight one battle just to lose another but not truely losing just not a win either. I am heartless and dark and it is my nature not to feell anything that is what the light and the enemies of the knight think that cause they hear his words and take them to litterally.Born to darkness fed to the fires do you not feel for you dont know the true journey of life. Head down beaten and disgusted I will now wonder alone in the dark my words will be silent memories to most but to others they will be what is uesd to destroy what is left of my thoughts of good. *The eyes once more green fire* The dark Knight clenches his fist and raises it to the sky as the war for my life is not over did i sell my soul to evil in the silent thoughts of his head*no i was born to be a dark savior to some the black death to others*! Upon the black fire breathing dragon he rides to once again fight those in search of his true meaning and to destroy those who stand in his way!

I was a man once now i am a dead soul in pieces i am, i am strong but no longer have a will to be that. All around me crumbles and i cant hold four walls with 2 arms. I reach for you and you never come.

This is Gabriel

Hurt

Lonely

dead

unfeeling

emotional

in hell

in my thoughts

fear no one

loves like no other

hates you when you are deserving of it

my soul is dark

my heart is darker

i am a nothing

i am everything

i am cold

and warm

i am lost...................

I am here

I am lost once more

The things that were are gone

Do I Scare you?

No i am a loser in life and

I want your love give it to me

Blood and fire is me

My hell come get me for it is my destiny

You want me take me I hate me and kil me please

A silent scream in my mind

As silently i die

no one will take me but me you fake

you hate me my deadly hate is more than your fake words

I told you once now you have crossed a line

your grave i am at

a fake one you are

You antagonize me for the last time

To you i say i dont know you and one last time

Do not ever have my name in your mouth for you and your crusade will fail

I am not like you you fake kill me as you do my loves know me

I bid you only love hater and believe me I am not anything you can handle. THE DEVIL GABRIEL TO YOU BOTH TELL ME TO ME NOT TO OTHERS.

So soft and delicate

So sweet and small

What are you?

A stranger in my eyes

How long has it been

I cant remember you

Do i feel the same for you as i once did

Where have you gone

Needed you to release me

Now you come out of the mist

So the times you have been with me are sweet memories

Do you not love me like the times we had in agonizing silence

Why did you leave me

What did i do to you

I am a dead soul and you left me

What do i do now

Is this the final one of you i will see

Tell me i need to know

Your silent trail leaves me in agony

No love is left for me

Please my love tell me

Why do I die so

In my heart it is black

But why is it so

No one wants me for I am not like others

I am so in the fires that keep you from me

You left me my soft loving one

Now you come to torment me in the darkest of times

Do you do it out of shame for me

Or is it the death that creeps on me

I know I am hated and deplored

I feel it for myself

Tell me why have you come back at this time

No faith in nothing as it is

But you come and kill me once more

to my falling tears I hate you!

Had a crazy thought, I never let others see any other side but the sad depressed lonely devil that is me but i am a little more than that today. Read my cards for the full moon and it was nothing nice to me and it was going to put me in a bad dark place but i went to sleep for a few hours and woke up on fire that i have the power to do what needs to be done to avoid the disaster that is upon me and so now i am in a different state but for how long till i lose the will and slip into that dark abyss that is always near. My dark love and heart are a different beast than my mind and body, they do not always see things as they should but for the moment there is harmony in this black soul of mine and ride it on the winds i do till i crash back to earth in flames like always happens.

As I watch it rise I feel the power. A slight breeze blows the trees and a sweet sound arises from them. Her magic consumes me as all that I hear is the wind and a dog in the distance. It seems the more sheascends the harder the breeze gets anticipating her arrival. She is almost a red color and it makes me warm this cold devil that i am. Thought go through my mind of how this beauty that warms my soul only comes once a month. The other times that she is not upon me it is a lonley feeling in me that weighs on me. Thoughts of a lost love come to me like never before. Where are you in the night I feel you in my being. I look to the stars and see a little red one is that how far my love is from me. But once again my gaze is on her like a fatal attraction. I hear her voice on the wnd. Feel your warm touch on my skin. Your kiss on my face, and my dark heart beats more intense with every second that passes. Come to me my love and give me your soul. The beast in me is wanting to be let free. How can this feeling in me be released? I know the answer it is by the love you have and wherever you are I hope you feel the wanting I have for you. Do you feel it in the air my power my sweet desire for you? Is this a curse that will follow me to eternity? Alone and without the love of another, or the touch of one. Why does the sweet love of my sun arose such feelings in me. I want to feel the fire you will ignite in me.